So 3 posts today. I do apologise. Just so wound up about everything. My mood at present is cycling minus the elation. Here we go round the merry go round of her mind. Agitation → Depression → Agitated Depression → Uncontrollable Anger ↔ Hysteria → Agitation. This with a few sub levels in between and [...]
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AA style statement – I was a self harmer pre November 2007.
I’ve just been washing up, dipping my hands in the water and trying not to touch the animally bacon bits from my parents lunch. My sleeves, at present, are soaked. While my parents know about those few years of cut, cutting at my arms, [...]
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Yesterday was another uppity down day. S, who I normally work with at Oxfam is on “holiday” in Borneo. There’s a concert in the rain forest, and because of his job as sub editor of a certain newspaper, he’s gone for free. And left me. Lucky escapee.
But yes, without him, I was working yesterday and [...]
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