Posted on June 30, 2008 by eccedentesiast
Come to the edge.
We might fall.
Come to the edge.
It’s too high!
Come to the edge!
And they came,
and he pushed,
and they flew.
- Christopher Logue
In the past when I’ve been “high”, I’ve had a persistant, consistant obsession with flying. There have been times that I’ve had the belief that I could. Times when in some way, I have [...]
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Posted on June 30, 2008 by eccedentesiast
This is only going to be a short one, at least for now anyway.
Just had a call from Dr E (the psychiatrist). Long story short, I’ve been having bad side effects from escitalopram, namely with my hair falling out, so I’ve been given the go ahead to reduce and come off them seeing as they [...]
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Posted on June 30, 2008 by eccedentesiast
Tonight, after another day curled up in my duvet on the living room floor, I saw D, the boyfriend. I figured, maybe, just maybe, I might bounce back home with old stars in my eyes believing in life again. As it turns out, I just ended up being miserable some place else; although perhaps a [...]
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